Do you ever have those moments when you go crazy over nothing...actually drive yourself nuts over something...blame yourself...even blame God...and then feel incredibly stupid the next day? I hate these moments, and I have them much too often. But recently, had a moment like this, and after feeling silly, felt really loved..here's why..
I got over the feeling silly pretty fast after this particular moment, and I went and read back in my prayer journal. It was actually almost funny seeing how..blameful (?) I was, especially at God. But I know God still loves me. Do you ever notice that you only get really angry at the people you really love? I must really love God sometimes. But no matter how many times I yell and scream and blame Him for everything that goes wrong, He still loves me. He still chases me. He still holds me, and always will. He doesnt love me because Im lovable, because lets face it...Im really not sometimes..He loves me because He is love..He cant help but love His children.
This thought is so encouraging..I hope this thought grabs me before I yell at God next time...not after the feeeling silly..
Smile. Jesus loves you :)
x becks
haha... no guesses wat this was about!!
ReplyDeletebut i love it!!
for me i know i get real angry at the people i love because they'll love me no matter wat i do, and sometimes i just want them for once to absolutely blow their top at me and scream and yell and punch (maybe not punch, but you get the point)
nice blog though!!